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Hello. Its 8.32pm right now and im so exhausted. The past week have been really really...tiring.
Monday-Had math class till 3.30pm. Stayed in school till 5+. Had private training 6-8pm. Went home to study.
Tuesday-Napfa test. Went to buy bbt with Nat. Reached home 6pm+.
Wednesday-CCA till 6pm+, went home.
Thursday-Went home after school then went to Bedok court for private training. 6-8pm.
Friday, today-CCA till 6pm+.
Freaking tired now...

Next week's CA week! HOW?! Ugh, hope i studied enough. I hope. Today i feel so messed up. I'm so confused with my own feelings. I hope i fall asleep and not wake up till the day after tomorrow. I dont know what i'm feeling now. I need someone who'll always be there to listen. Who'll always be there for me. Natalie, i'll always love you and i know you'll always be there for me(: I feel as though im missing someone i dont even know. And that im back to that confused phase. When i live my life without that someone, i dont even know. Pleaseplease get over this. Load myself with tennis and Natalie? Yes, i love Natalie. You've always been there for me. And Hannah, dont care what others think about you. You're so cheerful, just be yourself. I love you too(:

Dear Heavenly Father,
Take me deeper.